Monday, November 30, 2009
Hope and the Peacock
There is definitely something charismatic; something numinous and charismatic about peacocks. In this discourse, I shall take you through a semi-dark passage in my mind, a carefully preserved and commonly restricted passage that leads to my fascination for peacocks.
It’s a beginning for my own realization while coming to say that peacocks are my idols of Romanticism. Romanticism here is not the virtue of being aesthetically or tastefully romantic, it is the derived connotation for optimism, the idealism in being frivolously, mindlessly optimistic.
The last time I saw a peacock was after the last time I brushed my teeth – this morning. A damp morning it was, probably due to a minor squabble among the pregnant clouds above (the squabble couldn’t have been more pleasant for the humans below). I live in this bungalow, in the centre of a dense, unkempt urban forest, in the outskirts of Tuticorin some ten miles from the Tuticorin port. Along with me, in the expanse of the bungalow, live a dozen frogs with a great family of whiskery grandfathers and sashaying tadpoles, a couple of sleepy, drunk water snakes, a five hundred scurrying squirrels, and hold your breath, a peahen and a peacock. On the first day of my stay here, I didn’t realize the existence of the last two inmates in my compound; I was head-punched and slept like a log that day. But some time around midnight, on the second night of my stay, I woke up with a start. There was a warping sound emanating from outside my window and it was tearing my ear membranes apart. It was certainly some animal, I decided. I first thought it was a rattlesnake (not a far-fetched thought – very possible), or maybe just a crow with insomnia. In my groggy state, I was just plain confused and little freaked out too (I have whatever ego it takes to not admit that I was frightened). Before I could get myself to summon the security guard stationed outside (who was most probably boozed up and knocked out), the sound stopped. I pulled the fattest pillow close to my chest and buried my face into a dream that revolved around boarding into a train and boarding out of a ship. That following morning, I witnessed one of the most beautiful sights ever. With the sun and the vast blue-gray skies as a perfect backdrop, a peacock was perched on the terrace, with all its glory, grace and cosmic glimmer unfurled for me to see. On a later enquiry with the security guard that morning, I came to know the identity of my midnight’s visitors. They were none other than this peacock and his benevolent wife, both in a particularly barmy mood.
To a Buddhist, the peacock symbolizes purity. But to me, the peacock symbolizes optimism – Unrestrained enthusiasm, limitless hope and inexhaustible euphoria – all comprised within that single expression. A couple of days ago I found a peacock feather lodged royally in between two shrubs. I picked it up, went back to my room and placed it near the mirror. I looked at its reflection for a long time. I have heard from my mother about how she, when she was a child herself, had stolen the peacock feathers kept for puritan purposes at home, and with so much of implicit belief and hope, had hid them in between her school textbooks. According to the child in her, the peacock feathers defied the science of reproduction and could multiply if cushioned between the pages of a book. I remember laughing at her and calling her a dreamy kid, with all the maturity my voice could command. I looked at the rich, indifferent splash of colours on the peacock’s feather placed before the mirror. For a moment, I was tempted to usher the feather inside the folds of my “Company Accounts” textbook. After that moment passed, I laughed at myself for laughing at my mother the other day. Even though what she did as a child was puerile, what it now conveyed to me is the amount of hope that little feather had exuded to her.
A peacock’s mood is on a song if it spreads its Resplendence for the world to see. This is the connection I see in peacocks radiating happiness and optimism to its audience. When you look at a beautiful woman tremendously happy and chatty, you tend to get blissful and hopeful yourself. This is the logic I see here too, and in this case it is a beautiful peacock.
I think I can sit hours together and marvel the artist in God, or whatever you choose to call that Anonymous Creator. I shall now go back to stare at the feather. Let me place it between the pages of a book. I hope it soon reproduces. Rest assured, I shall send word when it does.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
The Pride of Tamils
- Palaniappan Chidambaram (பா சிதம்பரம்) - Chidambaram has definitely risen; Risen above all ranks of politicans, and all rungs of politics. In the world of Indian Politics, he has been there, done that; From Finance and Planning to Personnel and IS, he has seen it all. From the lousy, bratty, desk-thumping graduate from Madras Law College, to the bespectacled, fountain-pen-flaunting scholar from Harvard, Chidu had been it all. Alright, Alright, when it comes to Chidambaram, I wish to dwell in the present. To begin with, what befogs me, is the suaveness with which the Staunch Socialist Chidambaram functions with indomitable ease in a country that leans on Capitalism. And to note that this socialist was one of the driving architects of India's successful Neo-capitalism policy, it pushes me to a state of irrecoverable bewilderment. Chidu was entrusted with the toughest job after 26/11 - the thankless job of the Home Minister's. He inherited the Ministry of Home Affairs from the soft-spoken Mr. Shivraj Patil. Shivraj, though a savant in every sense of the word, had only one deficiency: he converted internal security meetings into Sai Baba Satsangs. Successor Chidambaram, like a tornado in a farm land, chucked all peace in the IS Meetings out of the partisan windows. He woke the drowsy babus up with his child-like dynamism and set the sweat-rate high in the cozy cabins of the Ministry of Home Affairs. He revamped the NSG and has set plans to revamp the Indian Police. Today, one year after the Mumbai Blitzkreig, Chidu has pulled the trick, and has lived up to his job. With Kashmir and Naxals enough to itch his mind, lets give his Tamil heart a warm, redeeming hug. For more on PC, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/P_Chidambaram
- Allah Rakha Rahman (அல்லா ராகா ரகுமான்) - A.R. Rahman is probably the biggest musical seed that was ever planted in Tamil Nadu. His is the curious case of the small seed planted in Chennai, that grew up to be a huge Banyan in California! More than his music (maybe because I am a Dasan of Ilaiyaraaja, whose monopoly Rahman broke), I am electrified by the rapture he commands from the National audience with his International appeal! I think only a true-blue Indian gone global could do that. I saw his Oscar Acceptance Speech; The pride of being Tamil surged in me, when he mentioned his Mother. Which Tamil's success-sentiment is complete without the mention of his/her mother? I was almost there on that occassion when Rahman made us all proud, standing on that high-voltage podium at the centre of the Kodak Theatres and receiving the World's most coveted Film awards. To this Tamil with wavy hair and humane musicality, a cheer from the highest note my voice-box can reach. For more on ARR, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AR_Rahman
- Srinivasa Ramanujan (ஸ்ரீனிவாச ராமானுஜன்) - Math Wizard Ramanujan, has more relevance to me, not because of his path-breaking discoveries in the World of Math, but because of the commitment my family has towards him. When I say my family, 99.999% of it comprises of just my grandfather, PK Srinivasan (who shall, to his amusement, from his study in Heaven, which I am sure is filled with a lot of books, research papers and newspapers just like his study here back home, find himself listed in the later part of this congregation of my top ten Tamils). Ramanujan died in 1920, sixty nine years before I was born in 1989. But, one of the first family members I knew, one of the first faces I recognised, and one of the first names I pronounced, was that of Ramanujan. Readers, like many people from the World Math Society mistake, please note that Ramanujan was not a family member by blood though he was from the same Vaishnavite clan. He was more of my family's identity from the external point of you. As regards to what Ramanujan discovered and what all his fuzzy logic included, I am yet to get past the counfounded. All I can say, is in the layman's tongue. I think Ramanujan is great. Two sides to his greatness; I think Ramanujan is a great in the Math World, because my grandpa thought so. I think Ramanujan is great within my heart, because my grandpa fed us everyday with his greatness. For more on Ramanujan's actual contributions, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Srinivasa_Ramanujan
Do save this page on your bookmarks. I shall be right back with the remaining seven after attending to a few everyday rigmaroles. தமிழ் வாழ்க! தமிழனின் புகழ் பெருக!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Love, Hatred and Spirit
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Musical Masterpieces # 2: Ennulle Ennulle
Song: Ennulle Enulle (Raagam: Keeravani)
Movie: Valli (Tamil)
Singer: Swarnalatha & Chorus
Composer: Ilaiyaraaja
Soulcore: If a song had to be romantic, it couldnt be better. I wanted to spit out my guts after listening to this song, they just wouldnt stay there. The calmness in the voice, the serenity in the interludes, the peaks and subdues, of romance and of passion; every second creates a magical feel within youself.
P.S.: I suggest you ignore the video, if you do not want a sense of sexuality to creep into the song.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
IPL 2009
Visit: http://siddharthsv.blogspot.com/2009/04/ipl-2009-predictions.html
It is just as good as out of my mouth.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Musical Masterpieces #1: Pramadavanam Veendum
Song: Pramadavanam Veendum (Raagam: Jog)
Movie: His Highness Abdullah (Malayalam)
Singer: Dr. KJ Yesudas
Composer: Raveendran
Soulcore: I was stunned by the silence this song exuded. Listen to the lead violins kiss your soul everytime KJY goes "Pramadavanam Veendum" (First time: 0:55 secs onwards). Probably the best Malayalam song I have ever heard. I have discovered Raveendran for myself.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Thank You, Lord, for giving the World this man.
I begin with apprehension; this could be one of the most confusing writing rigours I have ever given myself, and could be an equally confusing read for you. But I see clarity in one thought / objective - I am not writing about music, I am not writing about Ilaiyaraaja; I am writing about my love for a man. Or about my devotion to a man.
This man. Ilaiyaraaja.
Just like God, Ilaiyaraaja has been one of the most significant constants in my life.
If I was in love with a girl, He was there teaching my heart to love. If I was fantasising about someone, He was there telling my mind to rove and indulge. If I was gloomy, and my every breath depressed; He broke into my mind and silenced my negativities. If I was feeling miserable, He clogged my throat, flushed my eyes, and helped me break down only to emerge like a pregnant woman after having delievered a still born, realising that she cant do anything about it, and she has to move on in life, with life. If I felt victorious, He helped me celebrate, if I felt dejected, He helped me see reason, fueled me to recover and inspired me to redeem; and if I was plain freaking bored, He helped me chill out!
*****
As I write this, Ilaiyaraaja could be making music in his studio (Prasad Studios, Vadapalani), located 15 minutes from my house. That place could definitely be the Mecca of Music for millions of Music lovers around the Globe - majority of them Tamil speakers and all of them, South Indians.
In reality, that place is not just the Mecca for music lovers. It is a womb. A sacred womb, where love was born for many people; and the most sepulchral of graveyards, where miseries ended for many. This is where I think we can define God. God is, the phenomenon, that makes us realise ourselves when any of World's forces, that swells our heart to unproportional sizes, crushes our senses mindlessly, also descends our conscience into thinking - "Waah! What pure Ecstasy." This force could be love, success, or just any random euphoria. The force is common for all, its more a cyclic force. But God differs. I love Ilaiyaraaja as much as I love my God - That God who whispered into my ears the secret of realising myself.
*****
And just like God, Ilaiyaraaja has been one of the most significant constants in my life.
Thank you, Lord, for giving me this man.
Friday, April 10, 2009
See Sensex at 100,000 in 15 yrs: Elliott Wave Int
Mark Galasiewski, Asian-Pacific Fin Forecast at Elliott Wave International, sees Sensex at 100,000 within 15 years based on technicals and current patterns. He is of the view that October 2008 lows have already been breached by most markets but India did not, which is very significant. "From the pattern perspective, there was only a three wave decline down to the October lows and most of the other major world markets made what we would call a fifth wave or final wave down in this leg of their bear markets, but India is special because it has only three waves down."
Q: You seem to be very bullish on India. Looking at the charts of Sensex, what is your target for the Sensex in medium-term as well as the long-term, because you have a 15 year target?
A: We are very bullish, in fact this is going to sound extraordinary to many people but this is all based on technicals and if the patterns we are observing are correct, the implication is Sensex 100,000 within 15 years.
Q: What is your view on the Asian markets in that context, you think Asian markets will also rally or is it going to be just a regional phenomenon with Indian markets outperforming?
A: Our forecast for India is based on the particular what we are calling the Indian Ocean Group, these are the markets from Pakistan, down to Indonesia, that are connected to the Indian ocean. This is very distinct from the rest of East Asia for example and very distinct from Europe and the US. Our services here in the Eliot Wave International are forecasting larger bear markets for the next few to several years in the US, Europe, Japan and even china. India and the subcontinent in particular is special.
Q: Do you think that the October lows that we hit for global markets will be breached by most markets or will those lows hold?
A: The October lows already have been. The fact that India did not, is very significant. From the pattern perspective, there was only a three wave decline down to the October lows and most of the other major world markets made what we would call a fifth wave or final wave down in this leg of their bear markets, but India is special because it has only three waves down.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
On a lighter nerve...
Few are borrowed, few are original! Recline and Read!
1. At a funeral, when a teary eyed person asks:-
Q: “Why, why, him of all the people?”
A: “Why, you reckon it should have been you?”
2. When a friend announces she is getting married:-
Q: “Is the guy good?”
A: “Nope, he is a wife-beating paan-chewing Goorkha. It’s just the feeling of security you know.”
3. In a restaurant:-
Q: “Is the Panneer Butter Masala good here?”
A: “No, we adulterate it with cement and we occasionally hold group spitting competitions in it.”
4. When an aunt meets you after a long time:-
Q: “Oh Beta! How big you have grown!?”
A: “Well, you haven’t actually shrunk yourself!”
5. When a friend meets you for the first time after a hair-cut:-
Q: “Hey, you’ve had a haircut?”
A: “Nope, it’s autumn and I am shedding…”
6. When a fat lady with heavy make-up and pointed heals stamps you inside a crowded bus:-
Q: “Oh sorry, did it hurt?”
A: “Nope, I am currently on local anesthesia, you can do it again.”
7. When you meet a friend in a theatre:-
Q: “Hey, what are you doing here?!”
A: “Nothing much, just wanted to check if there was water in the theatre loos…”
8. When you go out, come back home, and call your mom from the land line to tell her you are back:-
Q: “Have you reached home?”
A: “Nope, half my body is still on the way, stuck in traffic…”
9. When you get a call in the middle of the night:-
Q: “Sorry, were you sleeping?”
A: “Nope, I was just researching the consequences when the Amazonian men slept with Central African pygmy women…”
Monday, February 23, 2009
Its all about being true blue
My sim-card had accumulated seven text messages over the flight. Three were missed call alerts from friends and family. The four others read as follows:-
“Three cheers to ARR!”
“Wow…! Rahman has won the Oscar! I am so excited!”
“Ela pugazhum iraivan oruvanukke, Rahman is THE BEST!”
“Amidst all those in our nation who claim they are fit for Oscar, only ARR has made the performance to win it and make India proud. Jai Ho!”
Call it instinctive; I raised my hands in tumult, and announced to a colleague sitting next to me that Rahman had made it! Call it instinctive again; the next moment I yanked my iPod from a tough corner of the hand baggage and tuned to the “Rakkamma Kaiya Thattu” song from Thalapathy. It was not the song, it was not the movie, it was not the actor, and it was not the singer. All I knew I wanted to do at that moment was listen to an Ilaiyaraaja composition. I followed it up with “Janani Janani”, then the Mouna Ragam tracks, then Bharathi, Alaigal Oyvathillai, Payanangal Mudivathillai and all the way up to Gurgaon, my thoughts lounged on one single man – he was clad in white, a mien of salt and pepper, with a pair of mystic eyes deeply studded in what I used to think, was the face, of the man who invented music.
En-route, I pulled up the taxi driver in a sudden conversation; sung him a phrase from “Ilaya Nila” and announced to him that it was composed by a genius called Ilaiyaraaja, who sat back in the South. I swear the driver thought I was an incurable jerk. Or at least, he eyed me like I was one. I looked back at him stoutly.
“Udhar…DLF Square, Jacaranda Marg, Phase II…Off the service lane.”
He veered off the service lane dangerously and that was when I figured out that these Bihari drivers driving cabs registered in Delhi did not fancy Ilaiyaraaja, or did not know him at all, and for all they knew, he could be a taxi driver back in Madras, or just another Pani Poori vendor in Chandi Chowk.
I knew I was behaving strangely. I was not averse to AR Rahman. My conscience hailed him as the musician of the minute, and the single uniting factor that our Nation long wanted. But why, why was I trying to be so indifferent to him and his achievement? I still don’t know if it was the bad Nescafe Coffee I had just then, or if it was the true spirit of realization dawning upon me, I understood it was not indifference towards Rahman, but it was a demonstration of my loyalty to Ilaiyaraaja.
I told myself, Rahman is definitely a genius, but Ilaiyaraaja is no less a genius. In this moment, when the world comes together to celebrate Rahman, I told myself, I want to remember Raaja.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Sensing your beauty through my blindness
Now is the dawn of a thousand poets' dreams.
Oh what Beauty! Beautiful lass!
I feel your hair's silk; am I caressing the cloud's soft?
I trace your ear, pause at your ear stud; And I realise,
Even question marks can entice.
This angel's face, I think, is a golden lotus;
Her enchanting eyes, the loveliest of flowers.
My imaginations hue my mind's canvas;
God, I can see the artist in Thou.
Oh what Beauty! Beautiful, beautiful lass!
An oyster's shell, your lustrous lips;
Please whisper to me the divinity in lust.
Decks of teeth; pearls of white;
Nibble me now, my craving heart.
Let me hold your shoulders; those slender bamboos,
And point to Heaven, with your honey-dipped fingers.
For Symmetry's best, my hands shall wait. My hands shall rest.
Oh what Beauty! Beautiful, beautiful lass!
Your hips are a fortune; or the climbers in the garden.
Roll the clock, and serve the fruit, the freshly peeled ripest fruit.
Your graceful feet; Oh! Two sculpted leaves.
Beauty!
You are the guide to God, the God of my dark.
Oh beautiful, beautiful lass!
My beautiful, beautiful lass!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Naan Kadavul : Review
Main Cast & Crew:
Director: Bala
Music: Isaignani Ilaiyaraaja
Lead Roles: Arya (Rudran), Pooja (Hamsavalli)
Watch out for:
- Humour: Trust Bala to introduce humour when you think your heart just sufferred multiple explosions. And this is no wit-crack and slap stick humour that we are used to, mind you. Humour par brilliance.
- Arya & Pooja: This is not exactly the time in Indian filmdom when actors are content enough with romancing on screen, and counting fan mails off it. With this film, both Arya and Pooja have emerged as torch-bearers of this new crop of actors. Arya's supernatural performance, soars with the raw grandeur of his appearance. Pooja captivates in the climax.
- Re-recording: The Isaignani and no one but the Isaignani, could have scored music for this film. It has always been a challenge to directors to match the out of the world re-recordings of Ilaiyaraaja, and Bala is one of the very few of them who can do justice to the music.
- Om Sivoham song - Arya's introduction
- Fight Sequences
Close your eyes when:
- Just when you think the cruetly that was just exhibited was the last, you land kicking and writhing in another one.
- Initial scenes involving Rudran's mother and father. They fail to act realistically and irritate at times. An interesting point to note here is that it was Bala's own brother who played the role of Rudran's father!
- A "Nayantara" dance-sequence in the police station. Can be electrifying humour to some, but can also be obscenity to the rest.
Pointers:
- Screen play has taken the back-seat; drags at times.
- Photography is enchanting.
- Dialogues are very fitting and are worth your instinctive applause.
Special Performance Mentions:
- Villian
- Yeli (Rat), the beggar boy
Verdict: Must see for most. Heart patients, pregnant women, excessively sensitive/sentimental people stay back at home and trust this review is just about right.
Friday, February 13, 2009
My Bud's blog
http://www.siddharthsv.blogspot.com/
Please find time to read his blog and post your comments.
P.S.>>> My Favourite Post: http://siddharthsv.blogspot.com/2009/02/discovering-myself-en-route-to-dunedin.html
Sunday, February 1, 2009
'Slumdog Millionaire' is mediocre, trashy: Priyadarshan
Mumbai: Indian movie director Priyadarshan has joined the bandwagon in slamming Danny Boyle's underdog saga "Slumdog Millionaire" and has called the film a "cheap trashy mediocre version" of erstwhile Bollywood hits." 'Slumdog Millionaire' is nothing but a cheap trashy mediocre version of those commercial films about estranged brothers and childhood sweethearts that Salim-Javed used to write so brilliantly in the 1970s. And please quote me clearly on this. If the Golden Globe and Oscars committees have chosen to honour this trashy film it just shows their ignorance of world cinema," Priyadarshan told IANS.Priyadarshan, whose much-acclaimed film on the silk weavers of Kanjeevaram was shown alongside Boyle's film at the Toronto Film Festival last year, feels Indians are exercising prideful property rights over a film that denigrates Mumbai.
"I saw the film with a mixed audience at the Toronto Film Festival. The Westerners loved it. All the Indian hated it. The West loves to see us as a wasteland, filled with horror stories of exploitation and degradation. But is that all there's to our beautiful city of Mumbai?"He is surprised that Mumbai is celebrating a film that shows only the city's underbelly."Why are we taking this treatment? Just because a white man has made 'Slumdog Millionaire', we're so happy with it? I've read Vikas Swarup's novel 'Q&A'. It should have been made by Mani Ratnam. Then you'd have seen what he would have done with Mumbai."The angry director wonders why there isn't a single shot in 'Slumdog...' that shows the more aesthetic side of Mumbai?"Why has Danny Boyle not taken one shot of Marine Drive? Do his slumdwellers exist only within their slums? And look at the absurdities...A boy becomes a national hero on a game show. One cop takes him under arrest and interrogates him relentlessly. Where is everyone else? Is this kind of confinement possible in this day and age when television cameras enter your bedroom? If one of our filmmakers had made the same film we would have blasted him out of business.""Let them give as many Oscars as they like. We don't need to be impressed," ends Priydarshan angrily.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
செஷசாயின் ரமணமாலை
ராமனர்விலகில் அமைதி பெறுவாய்
கொடிதுயரில் சூழ்ந்த உடலே
ராமனரோளியில் மோட்சம் பெறுவாய்
சொந்தம்மில்லா பிரவிகேலாம்
தந்தை வடிவில் குருவுமுளார்
திசைகல்லில்லா போக்கை நீக்கி
தனது பழயணம் உனது என்பார்
வெகுளி வினைகள் இருளில் கண்ணீர்
மிடிமை நிறைந்த மனதில்லேலாம்
பிழைகள் நீக்கி சொந்தம் செய்ய
இருக்கும் ரமணா
போற்றி போற்றி
ரமண ஆத்மா
போற்றி போற்றி
ரமண ஆத்மா
போற்றி போற்றி
Friday, January 23, 2009
Opinion - The White Tiger
To all, who have not read the book, but have read the news bits raving about him, and have created a general intention to read the book sometime soon, create a specific aversion to him, and stay away from his book. He is after all a guy, who sold the dignity of his mother to earn accolades and riches.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Please save my Indian Face
The trust we secured support by support, the confidence we built success by success, and the respect we gathered victory by victory, they will say now, are all the effects of dopes and drugs; Accounting Dopes that build bogus reserves, and corporate governance drugs that falsely resemble and exude a sense of carefully governed integrity.
The Indian Government cannot stand by and watch its own death. It is has to be aggressive and must show historic agility in the revamp process, for we are not prepared to take toothless excuses anymore.
Mr. Ramalinga Raju knows the "laws of the land" well, and so do we - that is why we say - "WE WANT CHANGE".
India's corporate studs and government torchbearers must understand - the common Indian is not a highway dog anymore. We know what is happening. We hear, we understand, we discrete. Ours lives have value and we need respect. We need accountable leaders and above all - WE NEED SATHYAM.
I SAY - "SLAY THE LIARS!" Lets hear the echoes, and lets gather the masses. Let us witness subsequent action. Let us see that change in governance, that is going to lift us billion Indians from the deep crevice of shame.